Two Meatballs: To eat or not to eat?

Back in the day……16 to 23, I would have been able to lower my food in take,  before a wedding or if I just wanted to feel really good.  Well now a days……I’m so not capable of temporarily starving myself anymore.  Somewhere between working full time and being a mom,    And we’ll just being a human….food is an essential.   So days before the weigh in, a little voice in my head,  a 20 year old Jenny says, make the most of this week and and don’t eat!!!!  Well just as that thought enters my mind it leaves within seconds.  I want to lose weight the honest way.  By doing a lot of this……..

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I have been at fitness connection as much as possible the last two weeks.  So much so, that a trainer finally approached me after being a member there for over a year, and said I was obvisouly looking for results.  Yes I am sir!!!!!  Working hard feels good enough.  Working hard and then refueling with food feels powerful.  And so much more controlling,  then false control that comes with choosing to starve.  So  then I headed over to the mall to look for a dress for a wedding I am going to this weekend. This is not the dress I bought.  But it just feels good to go into a dressing room and everthing goes on, and dosent make me break out in hot flashes.

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I love ove a dress with pockets.  But this style kind of makes me feel like Alice in wonderland.  Not this worst thing,  but when you are 5’0 ft tall , you look for sophisticated, not child like.   I still liked it!!!  Maybe next time.

I walked into work and found these things!!!!

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Banana, almond butter sandwiches dipped in dark chocolate!!!  Thank you silvi!!! My new favorite sweet treat.  Real food is so good.  It reminds me I don’t need cotton candy, or cake batter in my life.  Unless I decided I want it.  Haha,  having chocies is powerful!!

after that I found this………

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The biggest zucchini I have ever seen!  I work with some farm girls.   And they always come baring gifts.  These monster zucchiniS  could make a shit ton of zoodles.  As you know, my favorite.  Sour round by so much support today.  Feeling grateful!!  Come on weigh in, Im ready

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