Two Meatballs: OctoberFEAST?!?!?

So you guys this month has been full of food. Since my birthday i haven’t been able to get it fully back together. My work weeks have been full of meat, veggies, and fruits.  My weekends have been full of activities and food decision making ! Exhausting!!!  I still feel connected to my health and fitness goals, but I feel my self testing my own limits.  I always have a way of convincing myself that my body and how it processes food has changed.  I lose a significant amount of weight and all of a sudden I  think I won’t  gain weight. Why……… I don’t know!!!!!! I am so logical ! I know I will, do I love playing with fire? Or am I addicted to my weight lose struggle?!? I really don’t want to sabotage myself.   Its nuts…….my food habits change and it amazes me how soon after I realize how much less I want to workout!!!!  Wtf !! Not to mention……… My bedroom is disorganized and full of new clothes.  Is this all related?!?  It’s just a big red flag screaming……..Jennnyyy. Get it together!!!!!!  So here we are blissfully eating our seaweed salads…….pretty healthy!!!!

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seaweed salad is the earths floss!!!!!!  It lives in your teeth all day!!!

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And Sara being Sara !!  She is the best date!

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We both ordered a sushi roll each.   Ok and that’s total progress for me!! In the past I definitely would gave had at least two.

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Happy I had this extremely heathy water to wash down my rice and spicy mayo!!!!!!

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So I am trying to stay active in my life outside of going to the gym.  So we took a family trip to hill ridge farm on the hottest October day there ever was…..woooooooofffff!!!!!   There is nothing more exhausting then chasing a 2  1/2 year old around a huge sweaty farm.

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We were all wiped  out!!!!!!!!   We had the best time sweating our asses off!!!!  Well I desperately need to get through October, too many celebrations!  Ahhhhhh  this is so Ffffing hard!!!  Staying committed !!!!!!!!!! Love u guys

 

 

 

 

3 comments

  1. Great post. thanks for this!! I struggle in this same way also and I always have to have a mental battle with myself to focus. It’s hard, but we can do it AGAIN! 🙂

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