i remember being one of the tallest kids in my 5th grade class. And then every year after that I got shorter and shorter. i never made it past 5 feet tall!!!! I always liked being short, fun size, magical, adorable, and child like. But it has proven to be a struggle my adult life while battling my weight loss. Every single pound counts. At my height 10lbs lost is incredible and at the same time gaining 5 lbs feels and looks like 10!!! Wtf. So even though my weight loss has slowed down, I am reminded to still like myself and be grateful for the body I was given. When I am loosing weight I feel so confident and sexy, but the longer I stay stagnant I start feeling unpleasant about my body. How can I change my mind set?!?! I want to be powerful more often then not. I feel best when I am at the gym, but more so when I get home and slam a huge glass of water and cool down in my sweaty clothes.
If i can’t be at the gym, I am all over town with my little nugget. So we went shopping and made wishes in a fountain.
And then we spent an hour in a toy store playing with everything.
And then hen we went to Samuel cole and London got her first official haircut!!
She did so well, so we went out for a little bit of frozen yogurt.
It it was a great day, Brandon came home from the gym, and then I went.
A totally balanced day, and it feels so good. I wasn’t focused on my body all day long. I want to live in the moment full of satisfaction knowing I will work later, play took a first seat today, and that’s ok.