Hello world! Sara here!!! February 9th marked a really important day for me…4 years without alcohol or cigarettes!!!
Somebunnie look how TEEEENY I was!!! If you don’t know me, or are new to the blog, I used to party my dick off. And it wasn’t pretty orrrrr healthy for me….or anyone around me. I literally never in my life thought I would be sober, but it is hands down the right thing for me and my proudest accomplishment of my sweet little life so far. I celebrated by treating myself to a facial. My client/friend Carrie told me all about her amazing esthetician, Kat from Rosehips Studio http://www.rosehipsbeauty.com and I could not wait to go! I was supposed to go a few weeks before but the snow derailed us and I got to go on my actual anniversary! As I explained a few posts ago…my face is the Sahara (my brain is telling me to say the Sara Desert hahahahaha) and I needed to shed some old ass, dry flaky skin…and I live for that post facial glow!!! Somebody look how dewey!
I fell in love with Kat as soon as she opened the door…her energy is scrumptious. She had such a lovely space and everything she used was fruit based and smelled delightful. I couldn’t have enjoyed this experience and our conversations more and I CANNOT wait to go back!
So that was my happy anniversary…can’t wait to celebrate year number 5! February also brought with it the 3 year anniversary of my sweet Grandma Apple’s passing. It is still hard for me to believe that she is gone. She is my soulmate and I miss her so much that it hurts. But my fond memories and the sound of her laugh in my mind make it easier.
Just look at her…can’t you just tell that you would have LOVED HER!? Trust me, she was the living best. Every night I hope that she shows up in my dreams and every morning I have breakfast with her.
In my Facebook feed today was a post I had written about grieving her…it was RIGHT after her passing and I had myself crying like a baby. But it feels so good to let it out and let the waves crash over you for a minute.
So how do I celebrate this anniversary? How do I honor my old roomie, my sugar, the love of my life…by giving her what she always wanted for me… continuing to go down the road on my journey to health and spend even more time with my family and the ones I love. Janet Apple loved the saying , “It’s not the destination, it’s the journey” and I love to think of her each day as I cook. And girl…I can’t STOP cooking! I have expanded my grocery budget so that I can keep things interesting and so I can cook for my loved ones!
I also bought myself some new mugs for me and Benny Boo Boo Bear!!!
My parents ( my mom especially) have really been helping me clean out and purge my home! If I am going to remodel, I need to create some space!!! So I asked if I could come over Saturday night and make dinner as a thank you! What was on the menu you ask!? First of all, thank you for asking…I love talking about food! We made Filipino Steaks and guyyyyyyyys…it was INCREDIBLE!!!
The weather was so beautiful!!! I marinaded the steak overnight, prepped the tomato sauce and all of the ingredients then showed up at my parents. My dad had the grill going and the music bumpin…you know in a Bill Withers, Hall and Oats kind of bumpin! We sat outside and enjoyed it all, the breeze, the music, the food, each other!
Kelly even stopped by for awhile…what a dream!!! Grandma would have loved it. She would also love this…
I’m fucking doing it!!! I am really feeling good and super motivated. I even signed up for a produce and flower delivery from my favorite local farm, Split Acre Farm!!!
I love how devoted to sustainable farming Joe and Lisbeth are and I’m so excited to enjoy this gift to myself…me and Kelly are splitting it and I just can’t wait to get my first delivery of fresh produce and flowers mid April!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #farmerjoe If you are interested in partaking please visit http://www.splitacrefarm.com
Things have really changed for me. I’ve traded in the beer bongs and jaeger bombs for pinterest meals and fresh produce…and I couldn’t be happier. Thanks for all the love and support. I love y’all right back! This one is for you Gigi. #noyouhangup
See you again next week!
Loved seeing the pictures of Grandma Apple! Your food looks amazing! Getting produce from the farm is the way to go! You get to try lots of new things too!
I’m so excited!!! Xoxo
Mo, you make me cry tears of joy. I am so proud of you. You have got to write a book!!
Mom!!!! You mean so much to me! Love you forever!!!!
So sweet!! I feel the same about remembering my Grannie. She’s been gone for five years now. You never stop missing them!
Never! Love you and congrats!!!!