Author: twomeatballsgetfit

Two Meatballs: From Bootcamp to Downward Dog!!!

Heyyyy!

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What a full and fulfilling day I have had!!  Have I mentioned I love my job?!?!  I dooo! Most days, I get to show up at work,  get my shit in order and then be artistic all day long,  have incredible conversation, connect with new and old clients,  and feel the support of my team.  If that wasn’t enough,  I am also on the education team.  I get to be apart of our teams associate program journey.  The past two days, my team and I worked hard on Haircut Bootcamp.  Two full days of terminology, duos and hands on.  And i get to work with the greatest girls!!! Cara and Katie!!

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I love working with these people!!  They make it so fun.  And I am so grateful to help our associates on their journey.  I learn so much, every time we teach these haircuts.  It never gets old, and always inspires me to be better!  Always a student!!!  Practice makes progress?!??

Observing cara do her thing!!

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Look who popped in for a couple of laughs!!

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18 hours of haircuts…..done!  And loved every moment.  Feeling a little crazy!!!

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I’ve been missing my meatball!!!  So what better date then……yoga!!!!!!

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Love our new friend Meg.  Her class(practice)  is challenging, peaceful and inspiring.  It was the perfect end to the day!

Much needed after these past 2 days.  Time to center myself! I also got to see all of Sara’s success!!!!!

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Saras love for her yoga and fellow yogis is contagious.   You did it!!!   So happy for you friend!! I look forward to being welcomed into this community, and grateful for the introduction!

So happy we are still on this journey together of finding our health!!  Love you!

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And  just for fun,  here’s the fam at Hill ridge fun this past weekend!!!!

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Love them and couldn’t do this without them!!

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Two Meatballs: Nohm You Didn’t!? Ohm Yes I Did!!!!!!!

Yogayyyyyyys!  8 weeks ago, I signed up for the beginners series at Bliss Body Yoga…

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and this past Saturday was graduation!!!!  I made it. We Made IT!

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I made it to every single class and even got inspired to try new classes and start a new challenge of 20 classes in 31 days! I love these gold stars!

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So many things about this make me feel great. #1 I signed up for something different. #2 I started this by myself, way out of my comfort zone #codependent

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#3 I really pushed myself #4 I completed the series!!!! #5 I found a spiritual home

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#6 I found another community that has whole heartedly accepted me and that I love #7 I have fallen in love with every instructor I’ve had

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#8 I’ve met amazing new friends #9 I LOVE YOGA #I have found peace, contentment, breath, honesty, forgiveness, light, love, acceptance, calm, energy, truth, beauty, and how to really be present!

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#10 I have found a new way to spend time with the people that I love!

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I just feel such a huge sense of accomplishment and also a calling to tell everyone how life changing yoga is!!!  It’s all I talk about and I just want to experience it with everyone together!  My mom and I are starting the beginners series this coming Saturday and I can’t wait to have this time with her.  It has been everything for me and my sister, so I just can’t wait!!!  Nancy, I feel like the universe brought us together and I’m so thankful that I ended up in your class at Bliss Body.I knew from the moment I met you that we were going to kindred spirits #anneofgreengables  I think you are such a wonderful person and your light shines so bright.  I couldn’t be more happy to be starting this series again with you!!!  Here is a little trip down memory lane…

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Thank you to Meg, Barbara, Rachel and Kristina for welcoming me into your classes as well! I can’t wait to meet EVERYONE!  So as part of my challenge I found myself at Bliss Body all damn day today and it was heaven!  I started the day with Flow Yoga Basics with sweet Meg!  This was hard but blissful!  So blissful in fact that for the first time EVER I forgot to get a pic! Dammit!  I met my family for lunch #ogbeards at Guacasa and it was great.  I literally felt high from class.  We talked a lot about   just because you may have a misstep doesn’t meant that you have to start from the beginning, you can start right from where you stand, forgiveness of ones self!  Then I met Kelly and my good ol Pure Barre buddy, Lauren for a Sunday Funday, welcome to Barbaras Restorative Yoga…

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I cannot say enough about how lovely this class is.  You just melt into the floor and the only thing you need to do it breath…heaven!  She asked us to listen in the silence to what pops up and for me it was a calling to do more.  I have so much and I want to give back more!!!  Here is a perfect opportunity!

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Please give if you can, If you have something that you would like to donate I can bring it to the studio for you, or you can come take a class with me winky face!

And I love sharing this restoration with my friends!!!  Then Kelly was signed up for Flow Yoga right after this nap and I decided to face my fears, be brave and try my first full blown, fast paced flow class…and I survived!!!  Thanks Kristina for being gentle with me!!!!  Kristina’s class was all about your 5th chakra which is your throat, your voice, your truth and creating space and length in the neck!

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Kellllllly, thanks for always being so supportive!  You guys, it was like sweat pouring off of you hard, buuuut I totally held my own and only had to come out of the poses a handful of times.  It is amazing how much of a difference 8 weeks and the loving embrace of a new yoga studio can make!!!  Are you guys on board yet, have you signed up to get to know yourself and the rest of the word better!?!?!?!?!  In closing, I have officially done my first 3 a day workout, I am a Beginners Series Graduate ( a thank you very much), I survived my first flow class and I am closer to my self and everyone that I’ve had the pleasure of practicing this wonderful gift with.

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Look at the difference!!!  If anyone wants to come to a class with me, I WOULD LOVE THAT! Just message me and lets get our bliss on.  I literally love every single one of you and I am grateful everyday that you read our journey.  Through all of the ups and downs of me and Jenny trying to get healthy, you guys have been the one thing that has never changed, and we love you for that.  From my light to yours, namaste.

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Two Meatballs: Rain Rain GO AWAY!!!

In my former life, I didn’t like to do anything when it rained, so I didn’t!  But whats a gal to do when it rained 5 out of 7 days of vacation and then 8 more days straight when she got home!?   I am solar powered so this weather has gotten really depressing.  And this pressure in the air is a perfect storm (Get it) for my migraines.  And guess what, your calendar doesn’t just shut down because a hurricane is coming!

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Hahahahaha!!!  Lesson to be learned, life goes on.  The rain does wonders for the world.  It helps plants grow, it keeps us all hydrated, it offers so many cute fashion opportunities like rain boots and cute rain slickers and so much more…trying so hard to find the silver lining!!!  Guess it is time to embrace an umbrella and to wear my hair off my face.  Here are all the things I did that I wanted to cancel because of the rain!  I went to Pure Barre and Bliss Body Yoga on Saturday while it was raining sideways!  Yeah thats right, I did another 2 a day!

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Then I stopped by my parents and then my sisters to see her and the kids!

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They showed me all the fun games they created by dragging Chases’s mattress into the living room.  Then it was story time.  The kids love to go in a circle and tell stories…they can be true or made up or about dreams or scary things.

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Wyatt always instigates story time.  #likeaboss  And somebody look at Chase…

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He is an old soul at 5!  We had so much fun and then got showered up and went to dinner.  This was clearly supposed to be an adult only dinner and we somehow tagged along…but where quarantined in our own booth…fun was had none the less!  We tried Nantucket Grill and it was alright.  The company and magician made it great!  This is segment called the adults table:

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aka, the people intended to be at this dinner…this is a segment called, the kids table…aka what are we doing here haha!

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Then a magician came by and all hell broke loose!
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Now watch as Wayne blows Wyatt’s mind!

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He was freaking out…now Chase’s turn!

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Somebody look at these faces!!!

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I could have watched this all night…and we did!

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Love my family!

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Even if I’m 32 and still at the kids table!

I am glad that I went, even in the rain!  Then the next day I cancelled my pb class, slept in and then got ready for my cousin Eric’s wedding!

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I drove with Kelly and the kids, so much fun!  And look at what a cute little family!
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Wyatt did a great job of taking our pic!  We explored all around and me and Chase even caught a glimpse of Eric before the nuptials!  Then we found our seats and had some fun before the big event!

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This segment is called How many pics does it take to get everyone on the same page!? #ogbeards

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We made it through 6 before we got these three winners!

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#sideeye #dadisalwaystalking #theboysfaces

Then the wedding began!

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Leeann, Clyde and Anna walked down the aisle!

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Eric’s best friend officiated the ceremony!  And here comes the bride!

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This was one of the sweetest weddings I have ever been to!  Eric teared up as soon as he saw Gia.  It always gets me choked up!  This was the kids first wedding and it was so sweet to experience it together.  Look how happy these two are!

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Congrats to the happy couple!  They had postcards on the table for well wishes and advice and both the boys wanted to write something.  Then we went on a mission to find the couple and hand deliver our messages.  Wyatt was so nervous.  He know Eric is a gamer and I think he felt like he was a celebrity…it was adorable.  I will always think of Eric as the child shirtless wonder.  This kid never had a shirt on growing up!!!  I love this family so much and as always it was so great to be together.  Love you all and welcome to the family Gia!  The rain for sure did not put a damper on this weekend!

Two Meatballs: Its my party and I’ll cry if I want to!!!

its my birthdayyyyyyyy!!!!  Lucky 31!!!

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I love birthdays!  It reminds me how grateful I am for everyone and everything in my life.   I like to think I am smarter, wiser, and faster then the year before.  i had a great work birthday too!

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And was greeted with this bad boy!

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I prepared though!!!!  This year, I knew I was going to have cake.  So I made sure to eat all my veggies and not over eat.   It wasn’t a bad meal after bad meal, like I remember my life to be at one point.  My husband had these beautiful flowers sent to me!

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I love receiving flowers!!  I have always made it clear, from the very beginning of our relationship, I Want Flowers!!!!!!

That night we went to Kings and bowled!  Bowling is so fun!   And it was londons’s first time.  She is soooo competetive!  She wanted to throw it down the lane and kick everyone’s ass!! She got over the slide thing very quickly.

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I love spending time with my sweet fam!!!

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After my sugary birthday,  I was craving Brussel sprouts.  This is a new concept for me!!  I usually crave sugar,  so to have eaten so much sugar and looking for anything green,  blows my mind!!!!   So I made all my food dreams come true.

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and I paired my Roasted Brussel sprouts with bison chili!!!

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I even stepped outside of the paleo work and added red kidney beans. So much protein and fiber!!!

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So the reason I cried this birthday was because,  our sweet kitty, Tina Myles is gone!!!!!!  She got out of the house, the first night all this rain started.   She is definetly a scaredy cat, so I know she is terrified out there.  I loved that cat, and she loved me. We slept together every night.  She turned me into a cat lover.  The hardest part was telling London.  London is so emotional right now.  I thought she was going to lose it.  But to our surprise she was actually quite resilient.  And very understanding.   I was the one devastated !!!!!  Well with that,  we found Artemis!!! She is a total sweet pea!! She is a rescue from purr partners.

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We are so happy to have her!!!!!  She was comfortable with us instantly.  Who couldnt love these two nut balls!!!

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All is right again, in the smith home!!!  Thanks Brandon, you are the best!! Xoxo  you made two girls very happy today!!

 

 

 

 

Two Meatballs: Making up For Lost Time!!!

Me and Jenny have finally really gotten back into the swing of life and started spending time together again…and it has been great!!!!  Like any other relationship, we work best if we make time for each other, which can be incredibly hard to do as two busy adult women.  But the blog and our friendship is always stronger when we are together. This week we spent our Thursday with Sandra as we always do and it was great to be back after vacation!

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Lots of chatting and squats…who would have thought we would ever want to get back to that! But we love it and Sandra so much.  Then we got adorable for work…

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And busted out collective humps.  Isn’t it funny how when you get your eating and exercising life right, everything else falls into place?!  We are both in a great place with work.  So what now!?  Lets do something nice together for someone else!!!

Guess what you guys?!  Nikki and Matt had their baby!!!

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Little Nollie came into the world while I was on vacation, so as soon as I got home me and Jenny signed up to bring these sleep deprived, so in love new parents a yummy and healthy dinner.  Work has not been the same since Nikki went on maternity leave.  So Jenny came over Thursday night (my dream, we spent the whole day together!) and we cooked up a storm.  On the menu, garlic roasted chicken thighs, roasted asparagus and butternut squash puree with sautéed onions and mushrooms!!!  This is such a fall meal, so comfy but so healthy and one of my favorite, easy go to’s!

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Everything is fun with this girl!

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I look like a fortune teller #fortuneforaquarter #ilovequarters And after work on Friday, we delivered their meal,

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got to see sweet Nikki and her adorable mom Jan and finally got to meet/hold/snuggle/cuddle/fall hopelessly in love with baby Nollie!!!! Don’t you just love baby butts and ears and eyebrows and those little hands…and their  toots!  Literally everything is adorable.

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Ahhhhhh, so in love!!!  And look at what a great mommy Nikki is!

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We got to catch up, hear all about the delivery and how much life has changed.  Nikki is the first person to help anyone and she cares so much.  Talk about someone with a heart of gold and she’s humble to boot.  It felt great to do something nice for her. Giving feels great and it feels even better doing it together!!!  We did not overstay our welcome!  Our stay was short and sweet, just like baby Nollie!  Love you Nikki!!!  Congrats to you and Matt!!! Ps, where did you get that couch/bed?!  That is my next purchase! Love y’all!

Guess what else Friday was…Jenny’s birthday!!!!  We decided to celebrate after we left Nollie by having cocktails…at Starbucks!

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How much can two girls lives change?!  Cocktails at Starbucks!!!  I love every moment we get to spend together!   Jenny!!!  Happy birthday.  I appreciate our friendship so much and I’m so glad we are doing this together.  You da best girl.  Hope your birthday was everything. Xoxo And cheers to some sunshine which is supposedly coming out today!  Fingers crossed!!!

Two Meatballs: I have a mommies girl!!!

Helllllllooooo.  It’s jennny.  I know you all know my number one girl London!!  This kid is my mini me and side-kick!

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I know  things will change.  And our relationship will evolve but right now she is definetly a mommies girl!!  She is the first voice I hear in the morning.  And like me, she wakes up with a wild imagination and is always ready for a bowl of ice cream.  So as I try to do better,  I try to teach her better t the same time.   Visuals are great for the smith girls!

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She helps me make my coffee every morning.  And she promises me she will love coffee when she is a big girl, but not while she is a little girl.  So sweet.

Maybe she will like coconut coffee too!

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It’s coffee and coconut oil blended together.   Just like a cappuccino!

and finally our Sunday dream has come true!!!  The time has come to collect fresh eggs from aunt kitty’s house!  And they are blue!!

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Sooo fun.

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Crazychickens!

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I London is connected to my hip right now because I love moments like these.  Creating loving memories with family makes me happy too and what little girl dosent want to be a farmer!!! I will always indulge in her curious side.  And do my best to answer all of her crazy questions with integrity.  She keeps me on my toes and makes my life incredible interesting.  I love and cherish all of our days together.

Our mommie and London days envolved a trip to marbles meusem.  I love to sit back and watch her interact with all these other kids.

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And let that imagination go wild!

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So yes, she is a mommies girl right now.   My inner 4 year old Jenny lives not to far from the surface. And still get excited about pretending, building tents, play doh hair dresser,  and learning new things. We have a great time together.   We love being together.  The older she gets, I find myself saying no more often to her as she starts to really test the boundaries.   I know our relationship will change as she and I change.  Being so connected makes things amazing, and also extremely challenging.  I know the day will come, daddy will be number one.  And I am so happy to share her with him.   They have a lot to teach and learn from each other.   So grateful for my family and the joy they bring my life.   This too makes me feel healthy and strong.   Always searching for new ways to measure success.  Love u guys!

 

 

 

 

Two Meatballs: Relax, Relate, Release…Restore

As you read, my vacation was everything.  I have set my intentions to be peaceful, open, loving and centered and I truly felt that while at the beach.  I typically feel a little drained when I get home from vacations.  But because of the rain and where I am in my life right now, it really forced lots of quiet, reflective time.  I also really felt like I let the ocean wash my grief away.  I had lots of happy memories of Gigi while on vacay.  Little things seemed to pop up everywhere I went that reminded me of her and made me feel like she was still with us. This was us last year at the same time!

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We happily talked about her a lot.

Writing that letter really helped me process my unknown unresolved feelings connected to her passing.  I feel like the loneliness and anger have moved along and were washed out with the tide which feels so peaceful. I ended vacation the same way that I started.  I came home early to go to Class 6 of Beginners yoga with my sister Kelly.  This was great on several levels.  While one vacation I really wanted to relax so I didn’t work out. Coming home to yoga got me back into moving my body.  Also, I had been missing my sister like crazy sooooo I literally couldn’t wait to see her.  Kelly, can i just saw how grateful I am that we are doing this together?!  I didn’t know that we could be get any closer but I really appreciate this time we get to spend together.  I really love you and I didn’t realize how much I was missing being with you, beyond just being gone for vacation. #sohappytogether #gettingevencloser #sharedactivites #cohabitation #whatdopeoplewiithoutsistersdo!?

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Nancy was in training this day and Meg was our instructor for the day!

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We connected right away.  I asked her if she was into taking a picture and she said sure, which one us is going to do the headstand and which one of us is going to do the split! Hahahahaha, love her.  If you’ve never taken yoga, I can’t tell you enough how life changing has been for me.  First of all I want to thank my client Catrina (who you’ll remember from our Pure Barre date)

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for introducing me to Bliss Body Yoga.  I had told her I wanted to get into yoga and she told me about their beginners series and the rest is history!  I honestly cannot thank you enough, can’t wait to see you soon!!!  XOXO

I have really been searching for more spirituality in life and a deeper connection with myself and others.  Every class, you are simply practicing.  Every class is a gift.  And to get to do it with my sister makes me feel even more connected to her.  When your instructor talks, it always feels like she is talking directly to you.  Whatever the lesson, it feels so relevant to everything that is going on in your life.  Meg talked a lot about the juxtaposition of yoga.  How you have to have the foundation to  have the freedom.  How you have the flexibility and the control.  Balance.  The class  was amazing, as always.  We focused on bridges into shoulder stands.  I can’t do a shoulder stand yet but what I love about yoga is that I get to find my own way there.  I get to keep practicing.  There is no expectation, no judgment.  We are all learning together.  They show you the full range of a pose.  It is inspiring and exciting to think of what I’ll be able to do in a year!  I already feel stronger.  I love the control of the poses, the breath used to expand and contract.  I could go on forever about this.  Kelly and I went to lunch at Guasaca (the living best place on Earth)

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afterwards and just talked about our life goals and they were very similar.  Ultimately we both want to strive for peace because we feel like everything will fall into place from there.  I took a nap when I got home and did some laundry, but kept the relaxing, reflective time going.  Then Sunday morning I woke up for a Pure Barre class with the amazing and Raleigh famous Maureen!

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Everyone I know, knows this woman and what a pleasure it is to know her.  She is Nikki’s client at Samuel Cole and she has read our journey and been a supporter long before I came to Barre.  She always has a kind word and tells everyone to read our blog.  She is just as supportive in class.  She always tells me I’m doing a good job even when I can clearly see that I am in no way shape or form doing what everyone else is doing.  I understand my own limitations so much better now.  I don’t need to compete, I just need to show up and keep striving to get better.  One day I will be able to table top my legs.  One day I will be able to keep both legs in the air and my head and shoulders lifted.  But I’m going to be patient and just keep at it.  I mean look at how sweaty I am.  I love this place, this workout and Maureen so much.  There are a lot of yoga elements in Pure Barre.  We do cat, cow, locust, cobra and lots of other stretching throughout this challenging workout.  It felt great to be back and this was Class 5 out of the Back To Barre 10 Challenge. Almost there!  Then I went grocery shopping and Targeting.  I came home, threw tomorrows meal in a crock pot, cleaned and unpacked then met my sister for Restorative Yoga with Barbara from Bliss Body Yoga.  Who am I…2 a days!?!  Yogaaaaays…this class with a body melt.  Talk about relaxation.  This class is the living embodiment of peace and balance.  You do 4 or 5 assisted, supported poses.  You set yourself up with blocks, blankets, bolsters (oh my) and find a comfortable way to support yourself through a single pose that you hold for 10 minutes. The focus was heavy on the breathing and sending light into your heart.  It was like adult nap time.  Yesterday Meg said people either love savasana or they hate it.  It is a lot of quiet time alone in your head and in your body!  Well, I am in the love camp.  #duh Restorative Yoga was like an hour and 15 minutes of savasana.  This really didn’t feel like heart pumping exercise (because it wasn’t at all), it felt like a calm gift. Our instructor introduced the idea of this kind of restoration as a necessity instead of a luxury.  #imonboard  We did a side pose and had the bolster behind our back.  She said what does it feel like to have your own back. It was very empowering.  I felt the expanse of my breath and I felt so in control and so connected to everyone in this small space and everyone in the world.  It’s that juxtaposition again.  The universe is inside of you, you are yoga.  Yet you are a small being inside of the vast universe and we are all connected.  This will be a part of my life for the rest of my life.  I am hooked on the way yoga makes me feel.  I love feeling like the possibilities are endless and that it will always just be something I practice no matter what my skill level becomes.  Thank you Kelly for wanting to go today.  I love trying new things with you.  It feels amazing to get to know ourselves better together.

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Since I am finally listening to myself and the universe and finding way to replenish my depleted body, heart and mind, I now have the energy to do the other things that need to get done!  I came home, finished cleaning and unpacking and cooked up a storm.  I spent Sunday getting back into the swing of life and didn’t once feel overwhelmed.

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Then on Tuesday, the living best thing happened, my Meatball joined me and Kelly for A Flow Basics class!!!!!  Jenny and I have been really disconnected lately, mostly because of my vacation, but we needed some quality time.  She came over Monday night after I went to Pure Barre and she went to Body Pump.  We really have changed.  No matter what is going on, we keep finding our way back to exercise and each other.

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We snuggled on the couch and talked a lot about the future and being present and I told her I was going to join the yoga challenge at my studio!

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She said she would love to take a class and it happened the next day…I mean somebody look at all these trees!?!

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What a fun way to be together and to do something nice for yourself.  So many of my favorite people in one pic!  Then Jenny and I went and had a healthy dinner date…

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And just kept this lovely flow and exchange of ideas going.  We ended up talking half the night.  WE are both in such good places right now and so open to change…to thinking of things in a different way.  So glad you came tonight and so glad to be on this ever evolving journey of self acceptance and health with you Jenny. XO

Lifestyle changes are really something.  Getting things done and being prepared to eat healthy and scheduling ways to keep my body moving have now become so easy since I’ve learned how to really take care of myself.  If you are struggling to lose weight, just know that you have to start with actually getting healthy on all levels; your mind, your heart, your soul and then your body will fall into place.  This will always be more than calorie counting and bootcamps.  But it is possible and it will always be a jounery of ups and downs. We have your back while you try to find out how to have your own. Namaste.

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Two Meatballs: I Guess We’ll Just Eat Again…

Oh my gosh you guys!!!  I missed y’all so much!  I have to say this may have been the most relaxing vacation that I have ever been on.  Before we hit the road, I went to Class 5 of Beginners yoga with my yoga soulmate, Nancy! This totally set the wpid-img_20150919_105828.jpgmood and my intentions for a restful week at the beach.

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My mom has decided to do the next beginners series with me in October…Nancy!!!  We are going to get to spend so much more time together and I love practicing yoga with my family.  Any who I digress…Postponing leaving for my vacation to exercise was a new one for me.  But I honestly didn’t want to miss a class and feel behind. #nerd As always an hour and 15 minutes flew by and then I was headed to the beach, after I grabbed a healthy lunch at Chipotle.

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And instead of a giant suitcase full of clothes that I had no intention of wearing, my car was loaded down with cooking supplies.  This food allergy diet has been such a blessing.  I literally couldn’t cheat at the beach, I needed to cook and my family was super on board.  This go round, the kids had school so it was just me, mom and dad. It was so weird not having Kelly and the boys there!!!  Miss y’all!  We get along really well and are all pretty laid back.  We got onto the beach pretty much as soon as I got there!  This day was oh so sunny and beautiful. In fact I did not take one single picture, we just sat in our beach chairs at the waters edge and took it in.  I think each one of us individually said, This is heaven….like 1,000 times!  Then I made our first healthy meal…

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It feels so nice to cook for other people, especially your family.  My parents have done so much for me and anything that I can do to make their lives easier feels like such a nice way to give back.  On the menu was sautéed chicken over mushroom zoodles with roasted turmeric asparagus and a brussel sprout salad with avocado basil dressing.  YUM.  The next day, we were up and at em.  Today we went to the pool.  It was pretty sunny this day, but it was starting to get overcast for sure.  I took a nap after our taxing time in the sun winky face!  Before you knew it, it was dinner time and night number two of eating healthy on vacation began!

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Tonight was turmeric and coconut milk chicken with green onions and roasted brussel sprouts with crispy shallots!  Soo good and just look at this view!!!  #dinnerandashow

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Oh how I LOVE THE BEACH! #happyplace

Day three was a little dicey.  It was super overcast and looked like it was going to pour.  We stupidly did not take advantage of the sunny moments.  It was a jommers, iPad, book, Pope Francis coverage, HGTV kind of day.

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It didn’t even rain until the afternoon…oh well!  Hindsight am I right ladies!? #foreshadowing I made peach ice cream today.  This was a homer for me and mom.  JB just kept saying…ice cream is supposed to be chocolate…hahahah!

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And dinner ( I swear we did more than eat, that’s just all i took pictures of haha) was a Mexican feast!

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Mom and dad manned the grill and cooked some yummy chicken.  We also had cumin black beans, a grilled pineapple salad and baked sweet potato chips!!!  The pineapple salad had red onions, lemon juice, olive oil, basil and salt and pepper and it was the winner for me for sure! We had major cabin fever so dad and I reinstituted the late night swimming crew.  We like to jump into the cold pool and then scurry into the hot tub…so fun! #polar plunge

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The next day was SOOOOOO OVERCAST.  But we weren’t going to make the same mistakes as yesterday.  This segment is called…hoping and wishing and thinking and praying for the sun to come out!

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We said fuck it and laid out anyways….fah-reezing!

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That’s us wrapped up in towels!  Mom coined the phrase of the week…everytime we would get even a glimpse of the sun she’d say It’s lightening up!!!  My dad thought she was saying that it was lightening and hilarity ensued!  We were getting so tickled, the sun would pop out for 30 seconds and we would complain about the heat! (Spoiler alert, there was no heat!)  We finally had to give up and go in.  So we all got showered and trekked it into Beaufort…the best little North Carolina town.

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Look at those hands on shoulders…aren’t we just the cutest!?  I love everything about this town, there is so much history and so much to do…

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but most of all, I love the cemetery!  Cemeteries always remind me of my Grandma Apple.  Not in the depressing morbid way that it sounds!  Gigi used to always take me, Kelly and Kristina to cemeteries when we were little.  She loved history.  We would try and find the oldest headstone and take etchings of the old world, eloquent writing.  We were fascinated by everything.  So going to the Old Burying Ground in Beaufort always feels like an afternoon with Grandma.

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I find cemeteries to be hauntingly beautiful and sad and full of nature and stories and folklore.  We learned a lot and enjoyed the time and exploration together. #missyougigi #bicyclebuiltfortwo

When we got back, we decided to give the pool another go and dad came along!

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The sun came out for like a full minute!

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But then it immediately looked like this…

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We walked down to the beach to check it out.

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And got distracted by how adorable we all are…

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Towel hair is the funnest.  We hopped on the elevator just as the bottom was falling out!  Apparently someone caught a whole bunch of stinky fish and brought it back to their place one second before we hopped on.

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More uproarious laughter. #whofarted #allthefish

The sun would not be back this week.  What’s there to do…I guess we should eat again.  Thank gah we were eating healthy otherwise all this lumping would have made me feel really guilty!

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Tonight we had a low key vegetarian delight.  Roasted, pureed butternut squash with garlic and onions with sautéed mushrooms and shallots.  This is the meatiest, most comforting and filling meal! It really felt like fall.  The next day my roommates went to the gym to work out, but even after my last post about loving exercise now, I just was notttttt feeling it this week.

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I read my book Taking Charge of Your Own Fertility.  My chiropractor thinks that my birth control is affecting my bodies pH so I’m going to give it a go and get off of it for awhile.  It’s mildly terrifying but this book is helping my understand how to understand my period and ovulation and take care of my own pregnancy prevention needs.  This book has also fueled my feminist fire BIG TIME.  More on that in another post.  Then I took another nap.  It was raining when they got back but that didn’t stop us from going swimming!

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Which really means hot tubbing!  Tonight we finally ate some seafood!

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Deveining shrimp is disgusting, but fresh local seafood is delicious.  Tonight we had lemon and garlic sautéed shrimp, whipped parsnips and turmeric roasted broccoli florets.  Holy hell this was so good!!!     The next day we tried laying out but it was so damn breezy and with no sun, it was too cold!

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This weather was so Seattle.  So, we took the stairs 4 flights back up to our place (my first exercise of the week thank you very much) and decided tonight would be a great night to venture out.  We had dinner at a Beard family favorite, Amos Mosquitos!

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We all had serious cabin fever and were losing it!  It was dumping buckets, but we had to get out.

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We made it inside…cheers

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Look how cute this place is…and look at the sky!?

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#theresnoplacelikehometheresnoplacelikehome

But we have so much fun together.  We just talked about everything and laughed a lot.  Look at these happy faces.

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And to top it all off, this place has the living best food with several healthy options annddd great service.  Somebody look at this scrumditilioumptios meal!

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Then we drove over to Morehead City and did a little car tour around the waterfront.  I love coming back to the same place, all the memories at every turn.  When we got home, it was iPad city quickly followed by bed.  You guys aren’t even going to believe what happened when we woke up the next morning….it was fucking raining!!!!  So over it.  But it was already Friday somehow! We had a yummy brunch.

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And spent the rest of the morning cooking up all the things left in the fridge!

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We went for a hot tub dip since it was pouring and even got a quick workout in before we went  down,

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then mom and I showered and went to the Aquarium!!!!  I love this place and a solo date!

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My mom is so funny and so much fun.  Dad has been to the aquarium so he doesn’t ever need to go again, but I could go every single time every single day!  Also, dad was super over having his picture taken, so I suspect that is the real reason he bailed!  But fun was had by all!

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If you can’t tell from the darkest picture of life…we are eating this fish! Ha! There is so much to look at here!

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They had a speaker in front of the shark tank and we learned that they feed the sharks twice a week and that the sharks hardly ever eat the other live fish in the tank…because they are lazy!

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We explored all that there was to explore and even got some shirts at the gift shop!  And our yearly cheesy pic!

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I love traditions!!!  Especially this one!
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We came home and had lunch!

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And then I packed up, gave lots of hugs and kisses and drove home!  It was so rainy and I really just wanted to get home and not have to worry about getting up early to come home for my Beginners Yoga.  Mom and dad!!!!  This was so great!  We ate healthy the whole time and made the most of a rainy week at the beach.  I came home stress free and really feeling like I had a relaxing and fun vacation.  Thanks for everything! #itslighteningup Love you guys so much!!!!  And I am so glad to be home.  Until next time my sweet beach! Xo

 

Two Meatballs: The hardest workout yet!!!

Sandra said!!! “Girls this is probably the hardest workout we have done yet!!!!!”  When we walked in to the gym that morning she said this workout was full of, explosive moves, I knew we were in for it.  But I have to say, I really look forward to spending this time together with Sara and Sandra every week!!  I Absolutly love working with Sandra.  She is always warm and inviting and workouts are hella hard!!!!  So of course before we got started we had to take a selfie!!!!!

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The first thing we did was row until we got to 15 calories.  You guys………..it takes a shit ton of rowing to burn 15 calories.

after that did some weighted presses, 15 to be exact!

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Then with the kettle bell, did a squat lift, flip and squat into it, kinda of a thing! hehehe  15 of these!

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Then wall balls, 15 of these too!  15 was the lucky number that day!!

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And then 15 Burpeees!!!!!!!!  the hardest of them all

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We did the this whole set 4 times!!!   And by that last one, I was totally out of breath.  Sandra was really great about encouraging breaks.  so we did!  after We got our breathing under control, Sara ended the workout with some core things.  a low row and bar sir ups

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And Sandra assisted me, while I did pull ups!!!  let me just say this is probably the hardest thing I have ever done before!    And I Felt it days after!!!!

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but I felt like a total bad ass!!!  Thanks for pushing my outside of my comfort zone Sandy!!  love you bunches!!!    Working hard feels good!!!   hope you guys are having the best week.   And as always, thank you for all the love and support!  Cant wait to be reunited with my meatball next week!!  see ya then!

Two Meatballs: bugs and pumpkins!!

Hello bug fest !!!  It seems like there is something going on in downtown Raleigh every weekend.  So fun.   So this past weekend it was bug fest! A kids dream.   London hates them.  But she loves bouncy houses, face painting and ice cream.  So we have a winner!!!

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It was so hot!!!!!  She was filthy by the end of the day!

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And then she was clean!!

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My favorite version of children!!  Clean!

 

And then the next day I was ready to fall it up.

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I have been really into old movies recently.  Maybe it is just part of the changing of seasons. I also think I’m looking for new inspiration in my life!  Catching up on my icons!!! So lite up the spicy candles and ready for a movie!!!  No popcorn with this movie,  just a cup of joe!!

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Recently I watched, On golden pond, Breakfast at Tiffani’s, mommies dearest, and most recently An affair to remember.

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I love this time of year.  It makes me want to stay home and do every art and craft ever!!  I’m having an urge to buy every corny decoration I see.   Having a little girl makes me want to throw up fall all over our home.  London already knows about my passion for buying house stuff.  She will ask me if we are going to home goods!!!!  I have not given into the PSL ( pumpkin spice latte) craze.  It is probably the only sugary thing I am not into..thank goodness.  There are not many sugary items I don’t like.   So I found a cheap way to decorate the house!!!

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With candy!!!  This dosent help with my sugar addiction.  But hopefully I won’t eat decorations! That would be depressing!!!!  London totally got behind this candy concept.

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Fun times!!  #willnoteatmydecorations #F..PSLs #londonbridge #autum

miss you Sara!!! See you guys tomorrow!!! Xoxo